My heart will go on... Celine Dion

tat night, this song was play again from the radio.... Christmas night should be wonderful memory, but for me it is just a suffering night... Celine Dion, tell me what should I do??

"Every night in my dreams
I see you , i feel you
That is how I know you go on...

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on...

Near,far,wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on...

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're one
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on....

And my heart will go on and.....on.....~~~"


i know 4 years are not short time,but i still believe it that if i continue to wait for you, sure tat this 4 years would not be too long for me.....my heart will be always with you...~~~`

我的心真的受伤了...

窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也溶化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电化响起了
你要索化了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了.....

双手的温柔....江美琪

双手的温柔
先别索
先别索
离开我的理由
反正都将是相同的成果
拥抱着
拥抱着
没开口泪先流
因为我学习着放手
偶尔抬头看天空
心还会有一点点的伤痛
当我习惯寂寞
才是自由的时候
爱~~~~
眼泪安安静静的流过
相爱的时候
你索过的化还青西在耳朵
爱~~~~
时光安安静静的走过
偶尔回过头
曾金拥抱过的双手
还留着温柔
多年后
多年后
也ｘｕ不再伤痛
当我们已京失去了帘落
可能你
可能我
在不同的角落
依旧吹着同一样的丰.....

心动...

这是一直以来我要对你ｓａｙ的
"有多久没件你
以为你在哪里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴着我呼吸
有多元的距离
以为文不到你的气息
睡知道你背影这么常
回头就看到你

过去由它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云常扰着兰天
啊~~~~
如果不能够永元走在一起
也至少ｇｅｉ我们
怀念的勇气 拥抱的权利
好ｒａｎｇ你明白
我心动的痕迹...."

因为你使我心动...在我的回忆中留下痕迹.......

Miss......you....! where are you...!

I really miss you....! i hate to wait you like tat.... my heart is really...hurt and hopeless..... the person feel alone is not you....is me...! i dun noe anything happen to you, and jes can wait for your reply or news like an idiot...! can you gif me some respons if you see my messages...plz........

我们的第一次...

昨晚我忙着收拾书橱,翻开一个鞋盒,找到一张泛黄的票根....那张票根忆起我两年前的旧回忆....事情是发生在2006年11月24日...我们是在某个ｋｅｍ碰面的....那天是我和他的第一次单独出去....可是我不知道算不算是ｄａｔｉｎｇ....好像是他主动的吧....印象中他好像想找个人陪他看电影,可是没对象所以找我咯.....我千辛万苦才来到芙蓉ｔｅｒｍｉｎａｌ(本人第一次独自到芙蓉)...趁他还没到,我赶快把握时机,到上楼买他的生日ｈａｄｉａｈ...(他的生日是在平安夜)是一只小熊...有点不便宜可是为了他我愿意...我站在ｋｆｃ外面,抱着背包,一边期待一边想象待会会发生的事...啊,心跳快停了..!随着我的第六感,我知道他来了....那张我思念已久的面孔....其中的一堆过程我不敢列出...很蠢啦....
跳到看电影那边吧...!当时正上映ｈａｐｐｙ ｆｅｅｔ这部ｐｉｎｇｕ卡通..而这部ｐｉｎｇｕ也就荣幸的成为我们俩的第一次的回忆了.....看着他那专心的面孔,我很想牵着他的手不过我很害羞的...算了吧..!电影还没开始,当时人还很少,我就趁着此机会把小熊送他...当时我还对他的表情印象很深,没法形容...当时的气氛好浪漫哦...如果此时再来首ｍｙ ｈｅａｒｔ ｗｉｌｌ ｇｏ ｏｎ就好了..可是当我看到后面时就使我打消了念头...!一个华人婆在后面一直目住我,使我感到超害羞的...!真的是要把他的眼睛挖掉叻....!>.< 电影的故事我大概都忘了...因为我一直偷偷的注意他...这是第一次我们那么ｃｌｏｓｅ彼此.....以后都没有机会可以这样看着他了....看到他笑,就算故事多么不好笑,我也跟着笑...我笑,不是因为那只ｐｉｎｇｕ摇屁股很好笑,而是我感到很温暖而发自内心的笑........两个小时很快就过了,当我准备离席时,他把我留住了.....身边的人群从我们四周一一散去.......这时他从他的包包里拿出一个东西并送我...是一只粉色的猪公仔.....他ｔｅｌｌ ｍｅ是那只猪跟着他来的....可是我会心一笑,他的真正意思我都知道....现在偶尔望着那只猪,就好像望着他似的...使我不时想起我们望着对方的那个感受.......是时候分离了....我准备上巴士...这时...又有人来吵了...!他遇到他的朋友...没想到老天竟然不使我ｃｈａｎｃｅ望着他最后一眼,跟他ｓａｙ最后一句告别........巴士开动了....我们就这样匆匆忙忙地.....送别了....回到家,收到了他的信息...."我回到家了,你生病了要好好ｔａｋｅ ｃａｒｅ自己哦....!"短短一句,但我的心就很感动了...现在那封信息已没有了但我还是把它放在心里头.....现在我们分隔两地...我只希望他能好好生活,开开心心..2012那年,我们又能够ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅ我们当年的第一次......

你愿意吗?

昨天某台湾美食团 ｉｎｔｒｏｄｕｃｅ了ｈｕａ ｌｉａｎ的美食...其中一样就是民宿的鬼头刀料理...
鬼头刀是一种游速非常快的ｆｉｓｈ....因为很不容易捕获所以很少可以吃到...它的身形就像一把刀...肉感滑嫩,可以有多种的料理方式.....另外还有一种料理就是烧烤ｆｌｙｉｎｇ ｆｉｓｈ....
然而其中他们就有着一段凄美故事....
从前那里还是个渔港,住着一对恩爱的夫妇,做丈夫的知道妻子喜欢吃ｆｌｙｉｎｇ ｆｉｓｈ,所以就打算去捕....茫茫大海中,丈夫就这样一直寻找ｆｌｙｉｎｇ ｆｉｓｈ的踪迹.....但是还是苦无寻获.....突然天空一片黑暗,雷电交加.....!海浪滔滔不断....! 一道突如其来的雷电往丈夫的头打去...!可怜的丈夫就这样变成一只鬼头刀了...痴情的丈夫还是每天为自己心爱的妻子捕抓ｆｌｙｉｎｇ ｆｉｓｈ......
虽然只是一个故事,但是他使我有很多的感触和感动...... 现在这个社会还有多少人能为自己的另一半或心爱的人牺牲付出呢...?就算付出也能不求回报吗...?
深思下,你愿意为你的爱人变成一只丑怪的鬼头刀吗???

Sampai ku menutup mata- Archa

Embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
kinikah saat ku pergi...

oh, tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi...

aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan aku jatuh cinta
senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku....sampai ku menutup mata.....
cintaku sampai ku menutup....ma...ta......!

( memang susah dan derita apabila jatuh cinta kpd seseorng yg tak patut kita cinta...
walaupun tau bhw kasih ni tak mungkin menjadi benar, tapi cinta mmang buta...
Dia pernah tanya aku apa tu cinta sbenarnya.... aku tak jawab...mungkin tak tau...tapi skarang aku paham betapa derita apabila diseksa oleh cinta ni dan betapa derita apabila rindu kpd seseorng yg berada di tempat yg jauh drpd kita.......aku tak tau sama ada aku boleh tunggu dia selama 4 tahun... tapi at least dlm hati aku, dia tidak dpt digantikan oleh sesiapa-siapa.....I miss you............)

I sing for you- Daniel Letterle

Wherever I go I find you
You're in the sound of every hello
In everything I do
You're the song I was destined to know
And I only sing for you

You went away. I should have known
You leave so many dreams behind you
Thought I'd be fine just being alone
I didn't have a clue
But my heart had a mind of its own
And would only sing for you

You're in the sound of the rain
Clouds in a winter sky
In a thousand unsaid words
In a thousand crazy reasons why
You were meant to fly
So fly for me and day by day

I'll keep hoping your heart reminds you
Nothing but love can reminds you
Nothing but love can stand in our way
But love can see us through
Maybe that's all I wanted to say
I will always sing for you...
I will always sing....... for you...!

昨晚的夜空好...寂寞...**

虽然过了六个月了,但是思念还是牢牢的捆住我脆弱的心..时而狠狠的扎我几下...很痛很痛...昨晚上的星空很美,黑丝布制成的衣裳上坠上了几粒黄宝石.....刚从ｃｈｒｉｓｔｍａｓ ｎｉｇｈｔ离开,与朋友到沙滩散心....迎面而来的晚ｆｅｎｇ,脚踩着柔柔的沙,但没有海浪......海浪呢?算了,没心情去追究...抬头仰望,哇....星星啊..!好久没有看过海边的星星了..果然跟我家里看的星星不同...有一点点瘦瘦黄黄的...不知怎么回事,嘴里会哼着这首不熟悉的歌...
"Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you awake
are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I cant believe I'am acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss?

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours since you went away
I miss you so much
And I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better
But it's just not the case
It's been six months,eight days,twelve hours since you went away

Do oyu ever ask about me
Do your friends still tell you what to do
Everytime the pone rings
Do you wish it was me callin' you
Do you still feel the same
Or has time put out the flame
I miss you
Is everything ok

It's hard enough just passing the time
When I cant't seem to get you off my mind
And where is the good in googbye
Tell me why, tell me why....."

思念又作怪...他又出现在我的回忆里.........不...!不是回忆...!因为他还没离开我....我知道他还会回来的...我相信...我知道上帝也听到了.....四年,我要等到他回来....这是我向ｔｉｍｅ和眼泪的誓言....
(毕)